すみません せんせい。


If ever you have surveyed my study status in the class, my classmates would tell you the correct answer.. of course, I’m a bad がくせい(student) in  がつこう(class) who often catch late lessons, late がくせい, being late is my habit.. my にんほんご のがつこう(Japanese class) starts from 5.30pm. It’s not because of my work place is far away from the school, It’s because of 私(me)I’ve tried to finish my work while responsibilities never let me go.

Yesterday 私 was stuck in my office till 9pm for some reasons. 私 missed my mid term exam because of the over duty and family’s obligation, 私 was staying in the hospital for a week, I ran to hospital and I ran to work but I skipped

にんほんご のがつこう for a couple of weeks because of them. Back to がつこう today….

私 was running to がつこう while みんなさん(everyone) kept looking at 私 as a stranger walked a single night finding something to steal, 私 stood up in front of everyone’s eyes after the door were opened, 私 was in a hurry step in this evening がつこう as I forgot to knock the door. すみません せんせい。 (Excuse me teacher) they stared at me and laughed their loudly voice, also my せんせい。Do 私 look funny? 私 feel uncomfortable walking to where 私 used to sit, 私 couldn’t read from a far sight, so my seat is the front of the がつこう。

They said, exam today.. 私 got confused as 私 replied, exam today?

せんせい asked me to move my seat to the back of  がつこう (class). They were carrying on new lesson while 私 didn’t know where to start neither to begin those long lost lessons 私 had missed. 私 took a deep breath in and out when each がくせい answered individual questions of the lesson. 私 was afraid it’d be my turn and to answer those questions…

私 was blind though, 私 had missed に lessons actually. If you could see my face at the time, 私 guess that、私 was a stranger not がくせい。

Humbly, 私 pretended to be okay. Whenever みんなさん was doing pair works. It was the time 私 had to compensate my せんせい。He gave me test papers for 30 minutes. 私 was even more embarrassed,  私 truly lost my memory and lost face, 私 was stunned when reading test lessons, there were many questions still left the answerers because 私 was unable to complete, 私 tried to recall whatever I used to remember of the old lessons, recovery couldn’t reach in me. 私 didn’t cheat the exam, 私 filled what 私 could go on the test papers. Finally, 私 returned my せんせい the test papers with my quietly word inside my soul…すみません。すみません せんせい。。。私 repeated the word until I got home. 私 felt guilty for being a bad がくせい that never wake up from laziness, busy days ruining my times, busy life ruining my days, 私 forgot about the がくこう. My せんせい has tolerated my consequences. 私 wish 私 knew why the reasons behind my laziness..

どうもありがとうございます せんせい。

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