I’ve been told to be stronger and I’m tired to wake up early.. I hate myself for being a stranger and I don’t even understand how to work things out to wherever happiness is stay still..
It’s hard to get over those scary memories, I didn’t want to look backward and it’s kindda sad to count the same lessons.. I’m deserved this punishment, and it’s embarrassment to leave unsatisfactory chances for some people who doesn’t want to change.. I cry no more, I guess I’m getting used to learn these miserable consequences. I cry no more because of things, I’m disappointed and depressed, I wonder why I never had a simple life, it’s just a simple thing I want to be.. They are trying to kick me off, I got into the same situation, I want to be just a thing not as rubbishy, but to live peacefully.