Apologize


I’m holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I’m hearing what you say but I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around, and say…

That it’s too late to apologize
It’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize
It’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it’s nothing new – yeah
I loved you with the a fire red –

Now it’s turning blue, and you say…
"Sorry" like an angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid…

hey, hey…

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah –
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah –
I’m holding on your rope, got me ten feet… off the ground…

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah –
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah –
I’m holding on your rope, got me ten feet… off the ground…

I was Mistaken


I was Mistaken

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I thought we had it all
I thought I was in love
I still have your stupid smile
burned in my mind

All the things that we did
All the promises you made
Did you ever even care?
Did you erase your memory of me?

Even though I know its wrong
I miss you still
and not a day goes by
that I don’t look at your picture and cry

I heard this saying once,
"dont cry for someone who wouldn’t cry for you"
I used to think that it was right
But now I’m not so sure

Why’d you have to go?

You where everything I wanted
Everything I ever loved
You where everything I needed
so why’d you have to go?

Frozen in place
Frozen by your gaze
I guess I’m still stuck on you
I guess its true

This sucks
I’m moving on
I was wrong
Your not the one

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December 3rd, 2004 11:38am

Just dreams


Snapshot of me 1So wonderful to have yet so rare to some. dreams are something to cherish. so beautiful and yet can be the one of the most feared things to a child. Some of us fear our dreams. they may bring us memories unwanted but for me they are a step away from reality. somewhere you can hide. unfortunately only for a short while. But I am satisfied…

Sky So Blue (Laughter and Tears)


Sky So Blue (Laughter and Tears)


Loosing all that was you
yet your soul remains untouched
with white angels bringing you up
into the sky so blue

Memories that have been forgotten
come swelling up, making you choke
everything that’s ever happened to you
is now right before your eyes

Laughter and screams and dreams held dear
fade away to nothing
it’s all gone now
you are only left with remorse

As it is hard to welcome change
so is it to relinquish your fear
but you’re in safe and sound place now
only light will be around you

Weeping over your fate and
what it was to live
as you fade back into memories
and the sky so blue.

Dedicated to toxic_girl
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November 22nd, 2004 6:58pm

Feeling is mutual — for him


Imacon Color Scanner

Needless to say, but my heart is
beating your name, my mind is
keeping your image, my soul is
linking your sense and our feeling
is remaining connected.

I undoubtedly tell…

When you need no saying,
my physical body is swaying.
When you tell me nothing,
I feel a countless meaning.

When you talk with no voice,
but I heard more than words.
I don’t like to show, and
you don’t want to say..

But we know exactly what we
desirably yearn everyday..
Without a single word,
present an un-voiced talk,
showing no gesture…

Whatever, wherever, whenever
We definitely think of each other
We walk the friendship go further
We demand for being together

Do you know why?

I have no one and I have known you…
Your persistence underneath my skin,
Once our feeling is mutual.

THE TRUTH


I’m lying to my mum, lying to my friends
Trying to work out when I’ll be in control again
I tell them that I’m fine
In a simple state of mind
BUT THE TRUTH IS I’M NOT OKAY

I really cannot cope now
I’ve got to tell them somehow
I know the truth would hurt them
That’s why I’m lying to them
BUT THE TRUTH IS I’M HURTING INSIDE

I feel so down and so alone
Helpless, Useless, On my own
I’ve gotta face up to my problems
Let them all see what I’ve become
BUT THE TRUTH IS I’M AFRAID

I’m scared of what i did that night
Don’t know how to put it right
I see the marks on my wrists and feel ashamed
But i think I’m not really the one to blame
BUT THE TRUTH IS I DON’T KNOW!!!

Ben


 

Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I’ll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You’ve got a friend in me
(you’ve got a friend in me)

Ben, you’re always running here and there
You feel you’re not wanted anywhere
If you ever look behind
And don’t like what you find
There’s one thing you should know
You’ve got a place to go
(you’ve got a place to go)

I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it’s "us", now it’s "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it’s "us", now it’s "we"
Ben, most people would turn you away
I don’t listen to a word they say
They don’t see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I’m sure they’d think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(a friend) Like Ben
(like Ben) Like Ben