Lunch today

Sitting alone with tons of depression
Nobody know who the hell you are
Thinking as pondering again and again
Bad dreams and nightmares are friends

Could not figure it out where to step next
To stop or to carry on, to leave or to move on
Worse scenario come along and freak out
How’s life treating the same old song

Change you, change me, change things
Change whatever to replace fickle sign
Still you can’t change the blinded mind
The dust and the dirt dumped thy eyes
Perhaps, to be disappeared is the best.