About nothing_toxic


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Though, nothing to describe about her, being a simple and ordinary person yet to have differentiate a stereotype to the world she lives in. She has wanted to learn to be better person from time to time.. From a nobody, unsuccessful life, a misery, lonely creature, a stranger.. Nothingness and so on.

Without a strong back-up but a living a “can do” spirit alive, the existence of a spirit that convey her lot of motivation, encouragement, empower her to move on where “unknown” status and she does not know why the world is mixture, sour, salty, sweet, tart… Life isn’t exactly the way you want it to be.. from some points in life, grief, suffering, sorrow, hatred, delusion, emptiness, depression, disappointing, sadness, loneliness, etc…

Sitting in a way that comfortable in a retreat place… Asking the same questions… why, how, when, where, what… Though, written post is her best friend, she get used to with the life she live in, she has begun to walk her slowly step to approach people, society, community, with only one heart and integrity and hold lessons of life that reflect the welfare being.

22 thoughts on “About nothing_toxic

  1. my heart whispers
    loudly and redundantly
    on the false intentions
    disperse to the ten directions
    and vanish from her presence
    the end ended once
    and allowing it to live again
    will only end in pain
    do you not see the stain
    beware like the first beginning
    which ended in great sinning
    in losing and winning
    it’s all one of the same
    it’s all just a game
    my heart whispers it’s name
    i seem to understand
    don’t leave it up to chance
    take matters into your hand
    my heart whispers once more
    you know what is in store
    know thy core before
    reaching for the door
    unlocking the past
    it may not last
    remember the days of overcast
    even with great hope you pursue
    the sun may not break through
    that you already knew
    my intention is now pure
    i am cure
    i know it i am so sure
    it whispers to disperse that which is not pure.

  2. i used to wish for many more,
    for the days of present and future to be just like it had been before; however, it’s now the year 2010, those days of idile passion must come to an end; we are but beings all alike under the skin, we must learn to repair and patch and mend; injuries to the heart were deliberately casted, sorry that it didn’t last, lets just let it be just that, short and fast, let it stay dead in the past; lets worry no more as we move onward to opening new doors; as we continue forward in life, one less internal strife, one less scream and shout, one less thing to rant and rave about, lets cast it all out, this thing we can do without;

    “i’m all the days that you choose to ignore,” i agree that it’s time to settle the score; just like spring cleaning for a new beginning, any neglected things worth saving need a good dusting, anything without meaning doesn’t belong with the clustering; it’s now or never, the circle of life and death is unending and forever, it’s best if we resolve the issue peacefully, or else karma will pursue persistently; until we handle it with tender care, the mysterious work of karma i fear; the accumulation of that which is negative will make life miserable, bringing forth pain and suffering that is unbearable;

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